forgiveness

What does forgive mean
Is it tears are dry
If indeed thats true
Then alas Ive lied

Do I comprehend
Is it no more hurt
The empty stinging pangs
And futile life of earth

What is memory
If not relive the pain
A healthy draught poison
Comfort for the insane

What is endless love
Any value for to see
Blessing or a curse
From that I wont be free

What does it mean forgive
To move beyond those tears
Perchance relief and rest
Freedom from all these years